Ahahahaha~
perfect timing!
post 254!
21st October, 2009.

lalala~
i wanted this post to be specially dedicated to someone,
but decided not to in the end.

tze tze says her father wouldn't let her go.
and that i should call her father.
but hey!
i wouldn't do that!
everyone knows i'm too shy to do so right?~
i shall be photoshopping my invitations.
...well,
i'm still considering if there are going to be any,
that is.

Ahahahaha~
feeling really restless lately.
keep wanting to sleep.
but every time i sleep,
i feel weird.
i've been thinking of a question lately.

why can we sleep?

...
so it seems kind of stupid to be thinking like that,
but its kind of weird isn't it?!
...
...
or is it just me?

fine.
shall stop with that.
my hands are cramping.
they feel tight.
got to stretch them!
watched third episode of kobato. today~
kobato is really pretty.
her hair is pink.
but not in a detestable shade.
yes,
shes female.
i guess in the end she'll end up with that guy who looks like syaoran but with a ponytail.
i forgotten his name.
well,
even though i hate to say this,
but isn't he a little too old?
hold on!
its not that i disapprove of relationships with big age gaps.
i really like old people myself.
those that have age.
preferably one thats above 60 or 50.
they are really wonderful.
wise and all.
i really respect and like old people.
oh wait.
liking old people and relationships with big age gaps have no link right?
but hey!
Anyways,
maybe kobato isn't as young as i thought?
i suspect her to be an angel though.

oh man.
my father bought coke again.
to be exact,
a value pack of 2 cokes and a sprite.
how many times do i have to tell him to not buy cokes?!
he is getting me addicted AGAIN.
drinking too much is not good.
oh yeah,
this reminds me.
my family has been getting really healthy recently.
mumsy bought tomatos, kiwi berries and salad veggies.
dad bought a honeydew and baananas.
yay for baananas and honeydew.
i really like honeydew.
they are like watermelons but less sweet,
harder and are yellow.
yay.

enough of that stuff.
lets get serious.
hmmm.
so tomorrow is officially the mark of the 13th year,
I,
Queen Felicia Leong of the trees,
have lived.
i feel old...
SIGH.
hmmm?
but aging does make me wiser.
i WILL age gracefully.
Ahahahaha~
actually,
truthfully,
this year,
i thought that it would be my worst birthday ever.
not exactly a very positive thought.
i mean,
i felt many bad things are happening.
people around me,
academic results,
and lots of other stuff.
many things left me sleepless,
and my heart thumping so loudly,
i could hear it while lying down.
but those were actually unnecessary stuff.
it was just the result of:

negativeness+vivid imagination+terrible weather

Ahahahaha~
but soon,
i realised something.

so,
in the end,
everything did not turn as bad as i expected.
its really a miracle,
eh?~~

my sister once told me something...

HOLD IT.
yes,
no matter how...
well...
SMART she is,
(please sense sarcasm.)
she does say some not really terrible stuff.

so,
my sister once told me,
that if it rains,
and then suddenly stops,
it is indeed a miracle created by God.
even small stuff like these are miracles,
so miracles do happen.
in one way or another,
even if it isn't direct,
believe that everything is already planned,
and everything will end with no regrets on the inside.

with this,
i end this post.
oh yes.
i am a strong believer that people have their own reasons of doing things.
and no, i don't really like siding.

Good bye!