My head hurts.
it usually does when i want to do something i can't.
hmmm.

Well,
you see,
i've been thinking of my next amigurumi project.
narrowed down to two.
its either the elephant or the cat.
well,
i think it will be the cat.
but i will welcome any pretty stuff i see.

Anyways,
here you're wondering why since i've already decided what i want, why do i still have a headache?
well,
the thing is,
i cannot find any good patterns out there!!!
SIGH.
thinking about it makes my head cramp even more.

*bangs head*

AH.
i really can't find nice designs.
its not that the designs out there are ugly,
its just that i don't feel anything for them.
like for Tomato(the bunny),
when i first saw the picture,
i felt a sense of connection.
and i did it.

but i really can't find any sense of connection with the designs out there.
and i really don't think i can make one on my own,
without a pattern.
i'm not that good.
but maybe i'll try.
Miaow.

other than that,
i really want to make a doll too!
a doll where i can actually make clothes for.
but that will be in the distant future.
i really don't see nice hair material.
and i probably need a pattern too.

*BANG*

Good bye.