Dear Violet,

AH...
i'm so tired.
i think...
that i could just lie down and never move again...

i'm feeling upset.
terribly upset.
its like,
school is reopening soon.
in a few weeks time...

sigh.

i don't want to go to school!

mumsy says that its like a month or so more to go and that i'm thinking too much.
but,
time passes so quickly.
one month is just four weeks.
and four weeks is just 28 days.
and twenty eight days is just 672 hours.

mumsy says i'm REALLY thinking too much.
but its really scary if you think about it isn't it?
we all think that two months is a long break,
but it really isn't.

and the thing is,
was there anything meaningful done in this period of time?
things that have meaning,
or is the time all wasted away?
sigh.
ITS UPSETTING ISN'T IT?!

every morning when i wake up,
i think,
what have i, or can i, do that actually is constructive?
and playing computer is not constructive.
and then i realize that all this time i have not been doing anything meaningful.
three weeks have gone just like that.
and then,
i'll start feeling very upset.

we live in this world everyday doing things.
but what we are doing,
is it really doing anything good?
what ARE we doing?
there are many things in this world that are suffering.
the poor people, and all,
they're all doing their best to survive everyday,
and here we are,
just living and wasting our days away,
doing useless things.
buying excess stuff, overusing things.
thats terrible isn't it?

and thats why i start getting white hair.
mumsy and my sister and some bunch of other people says that i think too much.
but thats all true, isn't it?!!!!

AHHHHHHH!

i'm seriously going nuts.

Anyways,
enough of that rant.

saturdays the AFA.
confirmed not going!
cause of the entrance fee.
i'm really that broke, you see?
unless anyone wants to sponsor??~~~~
okay, fine.
everytime i say that, nothing happens.
but but,
you still can sponsor if you want too!

lala.
anyways,
i bought a new sketch book!
YAY!
but i don't know what to fill in though.
sketches of my dearest lennn?~~~
AHAHAHAHA.
that seems like a good idea!

hmmm.
oh yes.
let me post a piccy.


the above shot is of tze tze,
when we were trying to fly kites.
note: TRYING.

hmmm.
nice shot eh?
got that, "looking up to soar high with hopes and to the future" look rightss?~~
yes,
thank you.
wonderful photography is indeed by yours truly,
me!

anothe picture?
i shall i shall.



here is a wonderful shot of my dear Celine,
whom i told not to move when i was taking pictures,
but still did.
but the shot looks amazing too right?
in a way.
shooing of flies?
Ahahaha~
i think it looks pretty.
anyways,
if your eyes are SHARP enough,
you can actually see the reflection of me and tze tze on the glass behind.
thank you thank you!
wonderful shot by,
you guessed it,
me!

click and zoom for a better look!
but both picture qualities don't look that good.

okay okay.
want more shots?
shall post next time.
good bye good bye!
song change soon.

MUAHAHAHA.